How the fuck am I going to be able to learn/remember THREE FUCKING YEARS of Japanese in less than two days?!

I honestly have no heart in learning Japanese anymore. It was fun when I had Kaori Sensei, but fucking Hashimoto ruined everything for me. I regret everything. I regret not signing up for French. I regret not studying on my own last year. I regret even thinking I could handle Japanese 3. I fucking hate feeling like a failure. It's impossible to remember all this material by this Thursday.

I quote from the evil Hall Sensei himself: "this is will the hardest test you'll ever take."

Great...way to motivate us. 

FUCK THIS.

I'll be going to 5th period crying my eyes out on Thursday. Everybody shouldn't be surprised when I show up to class with red puffy eyes.

I feel like shit. I'm letting my parents down. I don't know what I do anymore....someone help me.....

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